Sonntag, 20. Mai 2012

keep waiting

I keep waiting for
friends, who are not selfish, who feel the same way as I do. For some of my friends, I would take a bullet, because they are like a sister or brother to me & sometimes even more than that! So that we can share anything....

the day, on which I'll get the right feeling to do things, that I wanted to do since years...

for my first big love and the time, we spend wonderful days together. Maybe until we become old..


But I think I'm kinda standing on my own way and blocking my future... Please, oh lord I believe in show me the right way to go... I have this feeling..like: If I keep go living like this, I will not going to be happy. Will I?

Freitag, 18. Mai 2012

A Johnny Depp DOUBLE! ??


I saw this on twitter some minutes ago. 
When I saw it, I was like: OMG! This dude has to be a huge fan of J.D.s looks or him as an actor!!!

I don't know this guy.......
BUT
Are you serious dude????
That's too much of a good!
FUNNY! BUT TOO MUCH OR NOT TOO MUCH?
HAHA
It looks kinda cool though!

If someone looked "just" like me & I would see that person in real~~
 I would be shocked and I'm sure, that I would laugh out loud after my little (big) shock moment!!

What about you guys? 
What would your reaction(s) be, if someone comes up to you and looks the same as you do???
Hard question, right!?
;)

Donnerstag, 17. Mai 2012

They are Kurt Calleja and Can Bonomo... and they are frieeeeends!!!

 
 

Kurt Calleja from Malta and Can Bonomo from Turkey  are interviewing each other - reason: 

Eurovision Song Contest 2012

very funny "interview"

HAHAHA!!

pain all over the world, which makes me sad

Why is there so much pain in this world and why are there so many suffering human beings!??????? 
I really don't like that! It makes me cry and I feel bad, because I cannot do anything against it........

Montag, 14. Mai 2012

crazy about books lately..........

I bought three to five books in may 2012! 

That's a big event for me!
hehehe

BECAUSE

I'm not a person........wait........... I wasn't a person who reads regularly.

It's true, I love magazines about music or fashion, but books??
I think I just read like ten books in my entire life! 
And that's really sad.....
When I think about this fact, I'm like: Why don't you read more~~
There are so many gorgeous stories and tellings, which you should have read about.
I think reading is a good thing.
Like your grammar, vocabulary and many more things change!
It's better than watching TV!

You don't think so?

Since my years as a teenager 
(before that... I had to read some interessting books in my primary school, but back than I wasn't intereste in reading an stuff - I was reading comics only! - I didn't want to read them most of the time (but I had to read them! like every other student had to read them)........
I just read books, that could change anything in my life....... that has a deep meaning or message in it!

Do you have any favorite book(s)? Please tell me the title and maybe a little bit about the story.

Sonntag, 13. Mai 2012

21 Jump Street

Ich möchte ins Kinoooooo, aber keiner hat Zeit, Lust, Geld oder sonst was!!
T..T
 
Seit meiner "Kindheit" kenne ich die Serie 21 Jump Street mit J. D. 
(habe sie aber noch nicht komplett gesehen)
Bei dem Film, dachte ich, dass es sich um eine Art "Kurzfassung" handelt.
Aber nachdem ich den Trailer im Kino gesehen habe, vor circa vier Wochen, wusste ich:
Es wird eher eine scary movie angehauchte Komödie...... 


Ich habe vor einer Weile gehört, dass J. Depp auch dieses Mal mitspielen wird.
Mir stellen sich jetzt einige Fragen.......
Er mag diese Rolle so gar nicht...... Was wird passieren? Wird er seine Rolle wirklich erneut aufnehmen und weiterführen? Oder wie ich es vermute auf irgend eine kranke Art und Weise "vernichten"? Und wenn ja, wie wird er das tun? 
Ich bin mir fast sicher, dass er mit dem Film eine Art Abschied von seiner Rolle damals nehmen wird.......... aber let's wait and see!


Can't wait to see the movie "21 Jump Street" in the cinema!!!!

Samstag, 5. Mai 2012

genius

some people are cute or beautiful and good tempered, some are full of emotion, sensitive or depressed, some others are true comedian..... also there are this shy, cool and honest ones.....which everybody miss out, the people who are truely sad but smile in your face to make you feel good and last but not least the brutal ones, which are taking what they want and don't care about others! human can have so many faces!

It hurts!


I love this song. It's one of my favorite (sad love) songs!!! 

~(T..T)~

I also recorded that one! 

Do you guys like it?

Thumbs up for "It hurts" by the korean band called 2ne1!

Freitag, 4. Mai 2012

an awkward thing

I recored my voice. I sang some songs and listened to it afterwards........... It felr awkward! Especially.... because I'm not a that good singer..... I may be a kind of bad singer, if you ask me! BUT I love to go to karaoke bars with my friends :) hehehe And I sing songs, which I like. I'm enjoying my time there!
At home I'm even louder and I have this feeling...like I have to sing along with the music, which is playing!! Almost everytime I hear music :) I really love music!!! Yesterday I found a photo of myself....... On this photo I was a really little child. There was this big music player/recorder... it was almost bigger than me. But it seemed like "I don't really care about this fact! I just want to hear some music!!!" I was playing with this big "music maker" and I'm smiling like Winnie Pooh. Like I found some honey...... Hehe I'm sure I had fun!


Even though I love music!! And even, if I couldn't live without music... I shouldn't sing that often (almost every song I hear)......... I shouldn't be singing the songs I like out loud like I do now!! Because sometimes I just feel sorry for the people around me a little bit! Why? I'm not sure........ Maybe I should show you a record, so you can tell me to stop.... or you can tell me, if it is oki! Later on I can delete it! ^///////////^~~

Donnerstag, 3. Mai 2012

raindrops fall on me

r.a.i.n.d.r.o.p.s.f.a.l.l.o.n.m.e...
 
I found this picture in the internet by coinsidence and I liked it.
It remembers me the flowers, humans and more on a rainy day!!
 
enjoy the day today.

Mittwoch, 2. Mai 2012

OFFICIAL B.O.B & BRUNO MARS COVER by the Wonder Girls

"Nothin' on You" 

sang by

the korean girl group

 Wonder Girls

(OFFICIAL B.O.B & BRUNO MARS COVER)




I really love Sohee and Yubins style (fashion and talent). They're different from each other but I like them the most and I shouldn't forget about Sunye. She has this pretty voice!!

And to be honest with you........ I didn't expect Lim to rap like that. I didn't listen to a rap of her before. So I was suprised by her talent to rap faster parts!

pink & beautiful blossoms

It was an amazing perspective/view! 


The blossoms were really beautiful! I love this scene!!

beautiful days in berlin

I love the weather! It's amazing! I feel great :)

Today I am going to meet my best male friend. He has to work hard at the moment... He's been busy. He has to do some exams right now.

I'll take photos today.

Dienstag, 1. Mai 2012

A shocking moment in my life...

 A shocking moment(s) in my life... or what should I call a post about an experience like that?
 I'm so shocked, I even can't talk about it properly in this very moment!!


Please watch it, if you are able to understand the german language!!! It's a shocking documentary about cosmetic products, like make-up and cremes, which are made from or with organic ingredients! 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wtRs9-rrYQ&feature=g-vrec


I'm like: I don't want to use make up ever again! Like, I'm using foundation and stuff like that every single day since over 6 years......
It's scary to hear what it does to your skin and you even don't know it!

I searched for such a video and watched it, because I had a strange experience yesterday.... I dropped a little bit of my foundation on some kind of blanket. That was a week ago. So my mum took this blanket yesterday and put it into the washing mashine to clean it properly. Two times.............. After that it was a drop as big as before. It was still on the blanket.... so I was shocked about the fact and thought about it... like.. if the blanked is damaged like that!!! What happens to my skin (to my face and especially to my eyes and other parts of my face, throat and skin, where I'm using it for)!!!! Can you imagine the effect of this kind of product on your body and health??
Because I was that shocked and really kind of scared, I started to search for a documentary about cosmetics! After a while, I found this documentary and believe me!!!!!! I was shocked even more than before, when I watched it............ I really love(d) cosmetics but I'm scared now!!! It's like: I'm damaging my body and I even don't know it! Maybe I will realise it later on, but I'm sure that this will be too late! I think, that advertisements are telling a totally differrent story about their products than they are really doing to your skin, body and health!
I will still use cosmetic products, but not that much anymore! Not every day and not as much as I used before......... maybe just on special occations or just an eyeliner?