It's not easy.......

It's not easy... maybe even impossible....




to understand someones feelings


to know what someones thoughts could be


to react the way this person would like you to react


to listen but not to say something




Can you handle special situation or happenings??

How do you react to someone.......... who is your friend and is in a bad condition??

mean girls

Girls Club - Vorsicht bissig!

deutscher Trailer 

 This is an older movie, but I still love to watch it!

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Das ist ein älterer Film, aber ich sehe es mir 

immer noch sehr gerne an!

Mean Girls

english trailer

MEGA HAUL

I was shopping and I got many new beauty products. I have products of the following brands: Catrice, Balea, Essence, P2, Wella, Swiss - O PAR, Astor, fa, Manhatten & so on... I also got three bags full of clothing and accessoiries while I was shopping in "primark"! I'll upload some photos soon!

Roxette - The Look

I found this video on a blog today 

and 

while I was listening to the song....

 I remembered, that I liked this song, when I was a little girl.. It's been many many years!

Thanks to blogger, I had the chance to listen to it again!

^^

Here you can watch the original video:

Roxette - The Look

happenings in september and october.....

Hi guys. Hope you're doing fine! :)

Sadly I have been very ill lately. Germany became cold. I had birthday and I celebrated with my friends and also with my family! I got soooooooooo many presents.... like I kinda was bombed with many gorgeous and pretty and cool and cute presents... Thank you again to all of my friends for being by my side and celebrating with me that day and for all your efforts! And for all those, who couldn't come..... Don't worry about it so much... to me it's oki! Anyways..... It also hapened a lot at work. I (We) had to work a lot! There was this kind of exam at my working place. I was very excited and scared... But in the end  I realised, that we were pretty informed.... because..... we got very positive results. - Yuhiiii \(^ v ^)/ - and now we are moving. We got new rooms in a new flat. It had to be like this, because we are getting requests more and more... and there are so many parents who wants their kids to go to our day care center for kids after school (I'm not sure, about what I should call it... It's not a "kindergarden", because my colleagues and I are working with kids from 5 to 12. They are going to the primary school)........ There they can  interact with their friends in many kind of ways, do their homework and we (the teachers) are able to constantly work with them on their education and social skills for example. Yea~ While we're moving, I'm on vacation. I was home, since tuesday... I just went to the "center" yesterday.... to help my colleagues out a little bit!

There was much more than this, but I wanted to tell you the main happenings in my life only....

What were you up to?? ~

I was sleeping all day long today! Hahaha~ I just woke up.. But I think, I will be going back to bed in some minutes.  Have a nice evening! ;)

Kinda genius! :)

 

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Lil Kim attends Betsey Johnsons birthday party!!

truth about life....

The more you love someone, the more you can get hurt.... !

I got a nice present today!

I got a genius card today!

 It says:

Love....

 

as

much

as

you

can!!!

:)

One of a kind

 

I love the way GD mixed up the hip hop elements in his "One of a kind" music video with the whole fashion thing, I love his work!! In my opinion he did a good job!

"eat the healthy way" diet - tuesday, 4th September 2012

Today I was kind of bored and made kkakdugi (kimchi) for my family and me - for the first time!

It's a korean side dish called kkakdugi! It's kimchi made of cubed radish.

I got this recipe from Maangchi.
Some years ago, I wanted to cook a korean meal at home......  just because I love korean food since many many years, but I always ate it outside - in restaurants - so I searched for some recipes in the internet and found some blogs, I like, and Maangchis youtube channel and her blog!

She's a wonderful cook and I recreated and cooked many recipes created by her and the food I'm cooking is very tasty!

You can find the video and the post of her "kkakdugi" online. I put some extra ingredients in... like carots and a tiny little bit of paprika... but it went well and tastes really good :)

Try it out, you'll see how good it tastes!

This was the result: 

 

My meal of the day.

"eat the healthy way" diet - monday, 3rd September 2012

I had brunch on monday!

It was like 1 pm... 

My food was on a big plate. 

There was a bunch of fresh made salad, a kind of dumling (I'm sorry.. I don't know the exact word or describtion in english for this food my mum cooked), two "pieces" of cheese (which I mixed up with my salad) and a spicy sauce - I like spicy sauces!

It was very tasty!

I drank water and tea (without any sugar) while eating this meal....

 It made me happy and my stomach was full in a nice way!

& again I thought: 

I'm happy, that I started this!!

Thumbs up guys & girls!

food diary?

I thought about it..... 

& I decided myself to try it out, to have a kind of online food diary!

I'll try to post some information about the meals I'm eating... maybe you won't call it online food diary

Let's see if it works out!

(I'm not a diary-kind of person........ so let's patiently wait and see how it works out!)

Why I'll do this??

I gained a lot of weight, during a short and undescribalbe period of time in my life..... which happened to be two years ago!

Because of this period of time, I was very stressed and confused (and more)....

I started to do some kind of "binge eating", which I didn't know and I also didn't realise it back then!

I realised to late, that I am gaining weight like crazy!!

Before this periode started two years ago!

54 kg

 I was kind of thin earlier....but

I lost control........ kind of *giggle* hehehe

STARTiNG POiNT of my "eat the healthy way" diet

73.6

NOW - Today is the 5 th September 2012

71.2 kg

Let's get ready for the healthy way of eating! Let's start!

OPPA GANGNAM STYLE

 

Psy is a gorgeous enternainer! :)

undescribable feelings

Should I cry or should I smile?
Should I stay here or drive a mile?
Should I go and stay alone for a while?
...
...
I don't feel well, but I often lie!
...

Back in the GAME!

often a simple smile in the morning makes my day!

Here you go: \(^ v ^)/ Have a nice week!!
Enjoy you life & your own self, rock on & stay as positiv as possible!!


3 days only. then I'll go on a vacation! :DDDDDDD
party weekend, I'm coming!!!! YeaY!

keep waiting

I keep waiting for
friends, who are not selfish, who feel the same way as I do. For some of my friends, I would take a bullet, because they are like a sister or brother to me & sometimes even more than that! So that we can share anything....

the day, on which I'll get the right feeling to do things, that I wanted to do since years...

for my first big love and the time, we spend wonderful days together. Maybe until we become old..


But I think I'm kinda standing on my own way and blocking my future... Please, oh lord I believe in show me the right way to go... I have this feeling..like: If I keep go living like this, I will not going to be happy. Will I?

A Johnny Depp DOUBLE! ??

I'd love to see an angle with the real Johnny Depp's reaction.: [object Object]

I saw this on twitter some minutes ago. 

When I saw it, I was like: OMG! This dude has to be a huge fan of J.D.s looks or him as an actor!!!

I don't know this guy.......

BUT

Are you serious dude????

That's too much of a good!

FUNNY! BUT TOO MUCH OR NOT TOO MUCH?

HAHA

It looks kinda cool though!

If someone looked "just" like me & I would see that person in real~~

 I would be shocked and I'm sure, that I would laugh out loud after my little (big) shock moment!!

What about you guys? 

What would your reaction(s) be, if someone comes up to you and looks the same as you do???

Hard question, right!?
;)

They are Kurt Calleja and Can Bonomo... and they are frieeeeends!!!

 

 

Kurt Calleja from Malta and Can Bonomo from Turkey  are interviewing each other - reason: 

Eurovision Song Contest 2012

very funny "interview"

HAHAHA!!

pain all over the world, which makes me sad

Why is there so much pain in this world and why are there so many suffering human beings!??????? 

I really don't like that! It makes me cry and I feel bad, because I cannot do anything against it........

crazy about books lately..........

I bought three to five books in may 2012! 

That's a big event for me!

hehehe

BECAUSE

I'm not a person........wait........... I wasn't a person who reads regularly.

It's true, I love magazines about music or fashion, but books??

I think I just read like ten books in my entire life! 

And that's really sad.....

When I think about this fact, I'm like: Why don't you read more~~

There are so many gorgeous stories and tellings, which you should have read about.

I think reading is a good thing.

Like your grammar, vocabulary and many more things change!

It's better than watching TV!

You don't think so?

Since my years as a teenager 

(before that... I had to read some interessting books in my primary school, but back than I wasn't intereste in reading an stuff - I was reading comics only! - I didn't want to read them most of the time (but I had to read them! like every other student had to read them)........

I just read books, that could change anything in my life....... that has a deep meaning or message in it!

Do you have any favorite book(s)? Please tell me the title and maybe a little bit about the story.

21 Jump Street

Ich möchte ins Kinoooooo, aber keiner hat Zeit, Lust, Geld oder sonst was!!

T..T
 

Seit meiner "Kindheit" kenne ich die Serie 21 Jump Street mit J. D. 

(habe sie aber noch nicht komplett gesehen)

Bei dem Film, dachte ich, dass es sich um eine Art "Kurzfassung" handelt.

Aber nachdem ich den Trailer im Kino gesehen habe, vor circa vier Wochen, wusste ich:

Es wird eher eine scary movie angehauchte Komödie...... 

Ich habe vor einer Weile gehört, dass J. Depp auch dieses Mal mitspielen wird.

Mir stellen sich jetzt einige Fragen.......

Er mag diese Rolle so gar nicht...... Was wird passieren? Wird er seine Rolle wirklich erneut aufnehmen und weiterführen? Oder wie ich es vermute auf irgend eine kranke Art und Weise "vernichten"? Und wenn ja, wie wird er das tun? 

Ich bin mir fast sicher, dass er mit dem Film eine Art Abschied von seiner Rolle damals nehmen wird.......... aber let's wait and see!

Can't wait to see the movie "21 Jump Street" in the cinema!!!!

genius

some people are cute or beautiful and good tempered, some are full of emotion, sensitive or depressed, some others are true comedian..... also there are this shy, cool and honest ones.....which everybody miss out, the people who are truely sad but smile in your face to make you feel good and last but not least the brutal ones, which are taking what they want and don't care about others! human can have so many faces!

It hurts!

I love this song. It's one of my favorite (sad love) songs!!! 

~(T..T)~

I also recorded that one! 

Do you guys like it?

Thumbs up for "It hurts" by the korean band called 2ne1!

an awkward thing

I recored my voice. I sang some songs and listened to it afterwards........... It felr awkward! Especially.... because I'm not a that good singer..... I may be a kind of bad singer, if you ask me! BUT I love to go to karaoke bars with my friends :) hehehe And I sing songs, which I like. I'm enjoying my time there!
At home I'm even louder and I have this feeling...like I have to sing along with the music, which is playing!! Almost everytime I hear music :) I really love music!!! Yesterday I found a photo of myself....... On this photo I was a really little child. There was this big music player/recorder... it was almost bigger than me. But it seemed like "I don't really care about this fact! I just want to hear some music!!!" I was playing with this big "music maker" and I'm smiling like Winnie Pooh. Like I found some honey...... Hehe I'm sure I had fun!


Even though I love music!! And even, if I couldn't live without music... I shouldn't sing that often (almost every song I hear)......... I shouldn't be singing the songs I like out loud like I do now!! Because sometimes I just feel sorry for the people around me a little bit! Why? I'm not sure........ Maybe I should show you a record, so you can tell me to stop.... or you can tell me, if it is oki! Later on I can delete it! ^///////////^~~

raindrops fall on me

r.a.i.n.d.r.o.p.s.f.a.l.l.o.n.m.e...

 

I found this picture in the internet by coinsidence and I liked it.
It remembers me the flowers, humans and more on a rainy day!!

 

enjoy the day today.

OFFICIAL B.O.B & BRUNO MARS COVER by the Wonder Girls

"Nothin' on You" 

sang by

the korean girl group

 Wonder Girls

(OFFICIAL B.O.B & BRUNO MARS COVER)

I really love Sohee and Yubins style (fashion and talent). They're different from each other but I like them the most and I shouldn't forget about Sunye. She has this pretty voice!!

And to be honest with you........ I didn't expect Lim to rap like that. I didn't listen to a rap of her before. So I was suprised by her talent to rap faster parts!

pink & beautiful blossoms

It was an amazing perspective/view! 

The blossoms were really beautiful! I love this scene!!

beautiful days in berlin

I love the weather! It's amazing! I feel great :)

Today I am going to meet my best male friend. He has to work hard at the moment... He's been busy. He has to do some exams right now.

I'll take photos today.

A shocking moment in my life...

 A shocking moment(s) in my life... or what should I call a post about an experience like that?

 I'm so shocked, I even can't talk about it properly in this very moment!!

Please watch it, if you are able to understand the german language!!! It's a shocking documentary about cosmetic products, like make-up and cremes, which are made from or with organic ingredients! 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wtRs9-rrYQ&feature=g-vrec

I'm like: I don't want to use make up ever again! Like, I'm using foundation and stuff like that every single day since over 6 years......
It's scary to hear what it does to your skin and you even don't know it!

I searched for such a video and watched it, because I had a strange experience yesterday.... I dropped a little bit of my foundation on some kind of blanket. That was a week ago. So my mum took this blanket yesterday and put it into the washing mashine to clean it properly. Two times.............. After that it was a drop as big as before. It was still on the blanket.... so I was shocked about the fact and thought about it... like.. if the blanked is damaged like that!!! What happens to my skin (to my face and especially to my eyes and other parts of my face, throat and skin, where I'm using it for)!!!! Can you imagine the effect of this kind of product on your body and health??
Because I was that shocked and really kind of scared, I started to search for a documentary about cosmetics! After a while, I found this documentary and believe me!!!!!! I was shocked even more than before, when I watched it............ I really love(d) cosmetics but I'm scared now!!! It's like: I'm damaging my body and I even don't know it! Maybe I will realise it later on, but I'm sure that this will be too late! I think, that advertisements are telling a totally differrent story about their products than they are really doing to your skin, body and health!
I will still use cosmetic products, but not that much anymore! Not every day and not as much as I used before......... maybe just on special occations or just an eyeliner?

May I ask you something?

 Baek Ayeon With Tiffany & Taeyeon [Lady Marmalade Special] @KPOPSTAR 20120422

I'm sure about the fact, that the singers know this song or all young people and I'm sure, that they know the meaning of the lyrics............ but please look at all the ajummas and ajussis!!! HAHA~~ You see what I mean, right!?

They are clapping like crazy, but I would like to see their faces..........while somebody translates the lyrics for them!! Would they still clap and cheer like that??

Ishin Tey am 12. April 2012

Ich habe solch' eine Lust wieder hinzugehen!!

Die Gerichte haben, wie immer, super geschmeckt!! Ich empfehle euch den Laden~~ Geht hin, probiert selber einige Gerichte bzw. Menüs aus! Ich weiß aus Erfahrung und vom Hören - Sagen anderer Leute, dass es bessere Restaurants gibt, indem man "traditionelle" japanische Gerichte essen kann, aber trotzdem ist dieser seit langem sehr hoch in meiner "Rangliste" von Restaurantketten mit japanischen Gerichten. 

Günstiges und leckeres Essen, ein nettes Personal und ein ruhiges, angenehmes Ambiente.

Wir hatten eine Menge zu essen an diesem Tag und eine Menge zu Lachen!

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Fazit: Ich habe hunger, da wo ich dieses Bild jetzt gesehen habe!! ://)

FETT!

Ich muss ein "wenig" abnehmen!! 

Was in aller Welt ist denn los mit mir..........drei Jahre lang war ich normalgewichtig......
dann kommt ein verf'ck'es Praktikum, in dem ich mich nicht wohl fühle, und ich fresse wie ein Tier, dass gemesstet wird! :(((((((( Why? Nieman sollte 15-18 stunden pro Tag essen, obwohl er/sie keinen Hunger hat, sondern wenn dann nur Apettit!!!! - Da draußen gibt es Menschen, die verhungern! Diese Menschen haben sicherlich hunger und würden gerne essen, aber sie können es nicht......weil in Deutschland (vielleicht) "mehrere Cherrys" stundenlang fressen, wie Scheunendräscher und das NUR, weil etwas da steht......... Andere Menschen verhungern wie schon gesagt, weil sie gar nichts oder kaum etwas haben und ich esse für vier bis fünf!!! :S Oh Gott~ Ich kann und sollte nicht mehr so weitermachen. Ich wünschte mir, dass jemand mir helfen könnte dabei nur dann zu essen, wenn ich Hunger habe oder nur zu bestimmten Uhrzeiten. Ich schaffe es selbst nicht mehr.... Das ist sehr traurig! Ich gebe 60% - 75% meines Gehaltes für Nahrung aus. Das kann doch nicht normal sein!

Ostergebäck

Der Havelbäcker am Hermannplatz (Berlin/Neukölln) hat etwas super niedliches im Angebot! Quarkgebäck mit einer Osterei-, Hasen-, und Mohrrübenform und einer passenden Glasur zu jedem "Bild".  Richtig genial. Ich habe mir gleich eine Mohrrübe und einen Hasen gekauft! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Super niedlich sage ich euch! Werde bald an dieser Stelle ein Bild hochladen. Eine zuckersüße Idee!

Arizona

 

Yummieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

 

Medien trüben die Sicht!!!

Medien können die Sicht trüben!! 

Ein Beispiel: Ich als Amateur habe eines meiner Bilder bearbeitet.

Wenn ich schon alleine nach so einer amateurhaften Bildbearbeitung aussehen kann wie ein Junge.....
  
 

Was können dann professionelle Bildbearbeiter wohl alles kreieren mit ihren professionell geschossenen Bildern (Meine mache ich mit meinem Handy) & neumodernen Bildbearbeitungsprogrammen???
 Das ist immer wieder sehr krass zu sehen bzw. zu erkennen, finde ich!!!

favorite lipstick

this is my favorite lipstick.

 

URLAUBSREIF

Ich habe u. a. diese Bilder vor einigen Minuten wiedergefunden..... 

I found this photos some minutes ago.........

 

Total müde sehe ich aus - Ich saß im Flugzeug und habe diese Bilder geschossen.

 Sommer 2011

I look very tired. I took this photos on an air plane in summer 2011.

I want to travel again. 

I would love to fly to Jamaika..... but nobody is interested! 

 

Ich möchte wieder verreisen! 

Nach Jamaika würde ich gerne fliegen.........aber niemand ist interessiert!

080312

two of my cousins, who are twin sisters, have birthday today! i wish them a lot of fun, many presents and a gorgeous day & night!!!! girls may your dreams and wishes come true!!! =DDDDDDDDDD

DREAM HIGH 2

IDOL (A-CLASS) WELCOME PARTY

Twitter

Seit ca. einer Woche bin ich wieder aktiver auf Twitter. Es macht sogar Spaß zu twittern. hehe Es twittern richtig viele Menschen, richtig oft und eigentlich über alles. Interessante Infos sind oft dabei und ich kann u. a. mit Menschen kommunizieren, welche auch gerne twittern oder die selben Lieblingsbeschäftigungen bzw. Lieblingsfilme oder Interessen wie ich haben. Das ist total genial~ Trotzdem verwirren mich noch einige Inhalte & Einstellungen sehr. Naja~ Mal sehen was Twitter uns in Zukunft bieten wird. Macht euch einen schönen Tag!

inspiring person Amy

 

She is one of my biggest inspiration!!

Ma-chan has bdaY!

Heute ist der Geburtstag einer meiner guten Freundinnen. 

She turned 25!

Eigentlich wollte sie im Ishin Tey essen, ganz in Ruhe.

Sie wusste nicht, dass wir (meine beste Freundin und ich) sie überraschen werden. 

Alles lief sehr geheim!

Bis.... 

wir in dann das Restaurant betraten, in dem sie und eine weitere gute Freundin schon gemeinsam aßen

 und.....

anfingen "rumzuquietschen". 

Sie war sehr froh darüber - es gelang uns ihr eine große Freude zu machen !!!

 Unsere "Überraschung", die spontane Aktion kam sehr gut an.

*giggle*

Dieses Bild schoss meine beste Freundin, bevor wir anfingen zu essen.

Ich saß ihr gegenüber - Man sie meine Teetasse, mein Gericht und meine Hand.

(auch meine Kopfhörer. haha)

Dieses Bild habe ich kurz daraufhin geschossen. Sie war schneller! *hehe*

Das Essen war super lecker und die Stimmung richtig toll!

Wir hatten eine Menge Spaß und genossen den Abend zusammen!

aßen, tranken, lachten, quasselten..................

Ich hoffe, dass andere Menschen auf dieser Welt bzw. die Menschen, die meinen Blog (vielleicht ab und an) lesen, hatten wenigstens halb so viel Spaß.......wie ich (wir)! :DDD

for me there is only you

Für Tränen gibt es Taschentücher, für Wangen gibt es Küsse & für mich gibt es nur dich.